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Cheap Grace

2010-07-13T05:17:00.001-07:00

I remember when I was first introduced to this term cheap grace. It was in one of the many books read during my four years at Emmanuel College. I picked this book up like many I had to read and expected very little as it was just another book on a long list of necessary reading to be "prepared" to do ministry. I will save "being prepared to do ministry" for another day... Surprisingly, Dietrich Bonhoeffer quickly became one of my favorite authors as he made me come face to face with some harsh realities. One of these is the church's view of grace. In his own words:

"Cheap grace is the deadly enemy of our church. We are fighting today for costly grace. Cheap grace means grace sold on the market like cheap wares of a bargain huckster. The sacraments, the forgiveness of sin, and the consolations of religion are thrown away at cut prices. Grace is represented as the church's inexhaustible treasury, from which the church showers blessings with generous hands, without asking questions or fixing limits. Grace without price; grace without cost! The essence of grace, we suppose, is that the account has been paid in advance; and, because it has been paid, everything can be had for nothing. Since the cost was infinite, the possibilities of using and spending it are infinite... the world finds a cheap covering for its sins; no contrition is required, still less any real desire to be delivered from sin." -from A Testament to Freedom 307-308

If you are passionate about God's kingdom and that doesn't pierce your heart... your probably dead. I remember reading these words years ago and just the other day I picked up a daily devo book based on Bonhoeffer's writings and there it was. I turned to the day I purchased the book and this very thought jumped off the page at me again reminding me of how we consume the grace of God without much thought. However... "what has cost God much cannot be cheap for us."

I may write some more on this, but I had to write this out today (whether anyone reads it or not) for my benefit. It is a reminder to ME that grace is anything but cheap...

PG

Day 8 - A Week With Prayer

2010-02-25T05:05:00.001-08:00

I can't tell you how many times I have seen the following scenario. Your in a restaurant and you see another couple at a table across from you. It's apparent they are married and most likely have snuck away from the kids for a while. Yea, I know it's nosy, but you keep watching them from the corner of your eye and they say maybe two words to each other the entire meal. It's not like they are mad at each other, but you can tell its awkward for them to look each other in the eyes and have a conversation. Maybe you've never noticed this, but when I do it hurts my heart. Two people who probably love each other to death who can't even carry a conversation when they are eye to eye. The reason for this is a very simple. They don't make it a regular habit to sit and talk and communicate. The problem is similar to the discussion from yesterday based on the fact that we live super busy lives. It seems like our days are filled with talking on the phone, texting, helping the kids, in business meeting and the such. Many times by the end of the day Becky and I sit in a worn our stupor watching TV after the kids are in bed because we are so worn out. So, over time it is possible to even grow apart as we forget to communicate with the ones we love.

Imagine what God feels like when we don't talk to Him. What might He think as we lay our heads down at night and not one thought had crossed our minds of Him that day? Now when you think of it that way, it's not unlike the relationship we have with the ones we love. Our relationships will not and cannot grow if were not talking and learning new things about each other. Bill Bright puts it this way, "We pray to have fellowship with God, receive spiritual nurture and strength to live a victorious life, and maintain boldness for a vital witness for Christ." The fact is, if were not praying (communicating with God) its hard to believe we have any fellowship with him. The one word that comes to my mind when I hear fellowship is companionship. Have you ever had a companion, buddy, pal or bff? I'm not making light of the majesty and holiness of God, but the fact is that He wants to be our friend. We see in James 2:23 and Job 29:4 the God is actually called Abraham and Job's friend.

Did you have that friend as a kid like I did that you were connected at the hip with? Yea, well I did and it didn't matter where one of us was the other was nearby. We went out everyday and rode bikes, explored and most times found ourselves in some sort of trouble by days end. If we would begin to view God as that friend and as soon as our feet hit the floor in the morning all our thoughts are on spending that day with Him. The verse that states we are to "Pray continually" (I Thess. 5:17) really is a command to spend the entire day with our best friend. It doesn't mean that we walk around mumbling something 24 hours a day, but to live in a constant fellowship with the Lord. It is an act of walking in companionship with the Lord every moment of our lives. We are actually even commanded to do this (Luke 18:1; Acts 6:4; Mark 14:38; Philippians 4:6; Colossians 4:2; 1 Timothy 2:1,2).

So, if someone is watching your table what do they see as you and God sit across from each other? Do they see an awkward moment or do they notice a special kinship because you truly know one another? I hope this encourages you to change your mindset of prayer and it finds you walking in the presence and companionship of Christ today.

Day 6 & 7 - A Week With Prayer

2010-02-23T20:14:00.001-08:00

Wow, what a couple of days! Ok, a bit of a slacker on day 6, but let's pick up and continue this whole thought of prayer. I would like to start with reminding all of us that we have called a corporate day of fasting and prayer on each Wednesday during Lent. I do hope you have been reading and have begun to understand fasting and are planning on joining us for this time of prayer. The churches chapel will be open from 6am - 9pm as a place for you to land at some point during the day to escape and spend some quiet time.

If your anything like me, life is so chaotic! From the time I roll out of the bed until I jump back in nothing seems to slow down. With carting the kids all over town, ministry meetings, work, time with family, hours at the ball fields, etc., etc., and you know what I mean. What happens at the end of many days as I lay my head down on the pillow is remember that I haven't had any time with the Lord that day. I know that's why Jesus taught many times for us to be intentional about our daily time with the Father. It is like the saying, "If you fail to plan, you plan to fail." If your not strategic in your daily walk and what that looks like as to when we spend time with God most likely we will fail.

Early in Marks Gospel in chapter one we see the following account: " ³⁵Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place, where he prayed." There are several contextual things you need to understand about this narrative. First, lets just take the verse at face value.

It was "very early" in the morning....I mean it was still dark. That time of the day doesn't thrill me at all!
Jesus got up
He left the house and presumably left the disciples sleeping like usual
He found a solitary and secluded place to pray

The assumption is that this all happened because this was probably the only time of the day that he could get away from it all to pray to the Father. We also get a glimpse into Christ's humanity as we see the necessity for him to actually have to spend this time in prayer. However, to truly understand the impact of this movement of Christ so early in the morning, we have to scoot back a few verses. Here's the rundown of Mark 1:21-34: Jesus and His disciples come into Capernaum and went into the synagogue and casts a demon out of an uncontrolled man. All who noticed what had happened were amazed and news began to spread like wild fire about Him. After this He went to the home of Simon and Andrew. Simon's mother-in-law was laid up in the bed sick and Jesus did what only He could do. He took her hand, helped her up and the fever left her. That evening after sunset the whole town came and wanted to have a house party and Simon and Andrew's house. They had brought all the sick and demon-possessed to be healed by Jesusl The picture is painted as the procession of the town people's marching up to the front door of the house. " ³⁴and Jesus healed many who had various diseases. He also drove out many demons, but he would not let the demons speak because they knew who he was," Wow, what a season of events. Lets for a moment imagine how exhausted He was. We have to imagine that many of his un-penned days ended in similar fashion. As he became a rockstar and everyone was either looking for him to follow or to string him up for blaspheme!

So, He finds himself in one of these moments in Mark the first chapter. All these event happened as was stated and at the end of that day Jesus laid his head down in Simon and Andrew's house for a necessary night of snoozing. And we should be surprised at what happens next....."Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place, where he prayed."

Wow, are you kidding me! After all the He had done over the course of the previous day, could he not sleep in for a while and rest for the unknown of the new day? Well, that just was'nt in his tool bag. Jesus lived His waking and probably his seeping hours in intentional and calculated moments. HE knew what all would transpire for Him to fulfill the purpose of His sending, but He even knew more well what it would have to take to get to that place. I can hear Jesus shouting out to God "At All Costs" as what could have been his mantra (my interpretation of course).

The narrative above really tells the story. Listen, life never slows down and for the most part the pace continues to get faster. Despite these fact, we should get up out of bed the next day and find a silent and solitude place where you can pray. So, when it all seem to be overwhelming apply this principle of prayer and grow in those intimate quiet places with the Lord.

Psalm 46:10
¹⁰ "Be still, and know that I am God"

Day 5 - A Week with Prayer

2010-02-21T21:01:00.001-08:00

In 1995 I spent the Summer in North Carolina at a small church working my first youth pastor internship. I remember this Summer more than any I guess as I was counting down the days till Becky and I would be married in July. I really didn't know what it the world I was doing, but I fumbled my way through and all-in-all was a great summer. There was one moment I will never forget during those few short months there. There was nothing really profound about this brief memory, but for me it spoke to the center of my soul. I was visiting the pastor's house and I walked into his home office and noticed a little note hanging on his bookshelf. It simply read "Prayer Changes Things." Yea, well I told you it wasn't anything new, but it must have been the right moment and right time for it to speak to me deeply. As you think of it, that small quote has the potential to change our lives. If we as the people of God begin to pray - things will begin to change.

It is amazing how many people are basically clueless about how and what to pray about. Well, that's ok and hopefully by the end of the week that will all change.

Prayer is basically communication with God. It is our effort in our frail humanity to speak to God and inviting Him to speak to us. I heard a pastor once share his unique way of visualizing this. He would get up early in the morning and fix his coffee and sit at his breakfast table for a time of prayer. He would also pour God a cup of coffee and sit it across the table as a way to remind him that he is simply having a conversation with the maker of the universe. Some may see this as a over-simplification, but it is a simple way to understand that prayer is simply a communication line with the Lord. So, in your own way try to find this time daily. If prayer is that simple, we really don't have the excuse not to exercise it. I know that I spend the time in between dropping the kids off at school and arriving at the office for my first time each day speaking to the Lord. When do you or do you plan to have this time?

You know anyone can pray. It's funny to me when I ask people to pray in public that many don't feel as if they can handle it. Most of the time it's because they are so unpracticed in this area they don't feel comfortable praying. The great thing about living for Christ is that we are all on an equal playing field. So, here's some principles to help us get started on the right foot.

If were walking in disobedience we shouldn't expect to get the results were looking for. We must be living in a right relationship with God first and foremost as we see in Matthew 14:6.

"Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."

Secondly, if you have unconfessed sin or have an unforgiving spirit against another person, you need to make it right before coming to the Lord in prayer (Psalm 66:18; Mark 11:25). And lastly, when you ask do so with a believing heart.

Matthew 21:22
^"If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer."

When we look at these principles it doesn't exclude anyone from not only praying, but praying with results. If we walk in obedience, repentance and pray with faith we can have a prayer live that will "change things." Let's take today and meditate on this truth, put into practice and trust God to do the rest.

I will be spending the rest of the week unpacking different aspects of having a powerful and effective prayer life. I use a lot of sources for study and the Campus Crusade For Christ website is a great resource if you want to study more on your own time. (http://www.ccci.org/)Technorati Tags: prayer, believe, unforgiving,

Sunday #1

2010-02-21T12:47:00.000-08:00

If your following us during the Lent season you know that the 40 days that we celebrate as this season doesn't include Sunday's. As we have been discussing, Lent season is meant to be a time of sober reflection and repentance. However, on the few Sundays during Lent we use as a time of celebration both privately and corporately. So, I thought it fitting just to share some great scriptures on how good our heavenly father is to us. Feel free to share your own and add a testimony of how God is speaking to your as you fast and pray during this season.

Deuteronomy 7:9
"Know therefore that the Lord your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands."

I Samuel 2:2
"There is no one holy like the Lord; there is no one besides you; there is no Rock like our God.

Psalm 36:7

"How priceless is your unfailing love! Both high and low among men find refuge in the shadow of your wings."

John 3:16-18a
¹⁶"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,^f]">[f] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. ¹⁷For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. ¹⁸Whoever believes in him is not condemned"

You know this is one of those things that could continue to forever. When I think about the Lord and all He has done for me I become overwhelmed. I think about the season when our first son passed, when I was battling an unknown sickness and even lately with some physical battles and know how close the Lord has been I am lost for words. There is no denying that the Lord is close. He is the Emmanuel "God with us" and for those of you who need His presence, it is there for the taking.

Take time today to lift your eyes to the Lord and just say, thanks! I mentioned some hard seasons of my life, but the fact remains that He has been with me in the silent times just as much. How have you seen the Lord at work in your life? Take time to share and encourage the rest of us with your story of God's hand of provision and mercy in your story.

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Day 4 - The Discipline of Fasting (cont.)

2010-02-20T06:47:00.001-08:00

A question that must be answered is, "why should i fast?" That is a good and legitimate question because why should I suffer if it's not necessary, right?

Jesus warns us about the dangers of living in a society such as ours. In Luke 21:34 he said, "Be careful, or your hearts
will be weighed down with dissipation, drunkenness and the anxieties of life, and that day will close on you unexpectedly
like a trap." He was speaking to the church. What was he warning them about? Dissipation. Surfeiting. Eating and drinking
more and more and more.

Dissipation - to indulge in extravagant, intemperate, or dissolute pleasure

Fasting can be used as a regular practice to keep our lives in check from overindulging in our culture. Why should we fast? Remember, one of the major problems in our country is that we have such an abundance of everything. We are an indulged society. A regular regime on fasting can help you stay focused on your dependence on God and less on the fact that we really aren't in need of anything. You may be proud of yourself right now because you are very health conscious and go to the gym three times a week. Don't stop with this whole idea of over-indulgence with food alone. In our present day culture there are so many other things that we overindulge ourselves in like: media and entertainment, materialism, laziness, etc... So, as we think about starving our lives of those things that weight us down with "dissipation" lets add these other things and begin to fast from those things as well.

• Fasting is an act of humility before God, undertaken in part to seek His divine intervention in the events of our physical world.

• It is the example of Christ, the prophets, and the apostles.

• It provides more time to pray, seek God’s face, and repent because we are more focused on the Lord and less concerned
with daily routines such as preparing meals and eating, being entertained or just being lazy.

• It brings revelation by the Holy Spirit of our true spiritual condition, leading to brokenness, repentance, and change, and
allows the Holy Spirit to work in a most unusual, powerful way.

• It helps us concentrate on the Word of God to make it more meaningful, vital, and practical in our lives.

• It transforms prayer into a richer, more personal experience.

• It can help us regain a strong sense of spiritual determination and restore the loss of our first love for our Lord.

• Fasting is private in nature, in that Christians do not use it to been seen, but to follow the example of Christ (Matt 6:16-18).

Even though were not expounding on each of these, they do give us a clear picture on some of the why's for fasting. Could you imagine the personal and corporate revival that may happen if we all began to fast and pray. My prayer is that we do. That we humble ourselves and just trust the promises of God and see Him begin to work in our lives and our community.

Day 3 - The Discipline of Fasting

2010-02-19T04:22:00.000-08:00

Ok, well if you were at the Ash Wednesday service you should have a better understanding of what Biblical fasting may look like. However, just in those few short minutes it is difficult to really go into any depth. So, I am going to take some time to dig a little deeper about this rewarding and yet very hard to practice discipline.

"Some have exalted religious fasting beyond all Scripture and reason; and others have utterly disregarded it."

-John Wesley

The problem with fasting is that for the most part it is misunderstood which usually leads to inactivity. As we dig through Scripture is becomes apparent that the action of fasting is peppered throughout. Everyone from Esther, Ezra Samuel, Elijah, Paul and even Jesus spent seasons of their lives in fasting and prayer. Clearly that should help us get closer to at least asking more questions about this discipline.

So, where do we start? I want to first remind us of several things that were taught on Ash Wednesday.

#1 We are told to do it:

· Matthew 6:16-17

o ¹⁶"When you fast, do not look somber as the hypocrites do, for they disfigure their faces to show men they are fasting. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. ¹⁷But when you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face, ¹⁸so that it will not be obvious to men that you are fasting, but only to your Father, who is unseen; and your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.

When we look at Jesus' words to His disciples here in Matthew 6 it is very apparent that He expects His disciples to fast. Even though we find nowhere in Scripture a command to fast it is clear that we are highly encouraged to do so. Whether it is simply through the examples set before us or passages such as the one here in Matthew we cannot escape the reality that fasting was and is an "expected" practice of the disciple.
Look also at passages like Luke 9:23 “ ²³Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. “ The simple fact that we are called to deny ourselves even leads us in the direction of fasting. Now does it say that? Of course not, but the simple language suggest an act of suffering and humility which is basically what fasting leads us to.
So, to me there's no question about the fact that we do need to fast.

#2 What it fasting

The next thing is to clear up exactly what fasting is:

Traditionally fasting is a period of abstinence from all food or specific items
Today, many have taken this to mean abstaining from any item in an effort to sacrifice to grow in faith. Examples: TV, Music, etc.
Fasting "pursists" would fight tooth and nail that fasting has to do with food alone and anything else doesn't align itself with the Biblical model.
However, fasting may be defined as abstinence from anything that is legitimate in itself for the sake of some spiritual purpose. For example, sleep is a good and legitimate thing, but sometimes we are led by the Holy Spirit to fast from sleep and give ourselves to prayer instead. This is called watching. Jesus spoke about watching in Matthew 26:41, and Paul referred to it in 2 Corinthians 6. And in the gospel accounts we read how Jesus himself prayed all night at times.
Here's one the guys might not like. Sex is good and legitimate within marriage, but in 1 Corinthians 7:5 we read that fasting from sex can be proper. If a couple desires to spend some time in prayer, they may go without sex by mutual consent for a period of time.
So, it's clear that food isn't the only Biblical model for fasting. The main objective is that you are truly making a sacrifice in order to humble yourself before God.

As we head into this Lent season be thinking of what items in your life would fit into the category of sacrificial to God. Honestly, for most of us this would be food or the like. Also, remember that our called day to fast and pray as a church is on Wednesday's so be preparing for that. The chapel will be open from 6am-9pm on Wednesdays as well.

I will continue on this thought tomorrow, so hope to see you then.

Day 2 - What's the significance of 40 days?

2010-02-18T05:56:00.001-08:00

If you have been around the church for any time you have probably noticed that there is a pattern in the Bible when it comes to numbers. One of those is the number 40. There are so many examples where a 40 day period of time represented a turning point in the lives of those in the story.

Forty days Moses was in the mount, Exodus 24:18; and to receive the Law, Exodus 24:18.
Forty days of the spies, issuing in the penal sentence of the 40 years, Numbers 13:26, 14:34.
Forty days of Jonah and Nineveh, Jonah 3:4.
Forty days Jesus was tempted in the wilderness, Matthew 4:2.

And now we are on a 40 day journey through the season of Lent. What in the world does all of this mean, or does it even make a difference to me living in 2010? Check this out....

"The number 40 holds particular significance in the Bible and refers to a precise number, not just a long period of time. There are at least ten instances in the Old Testament and New Testament where 40 occurs, either in years or days, e.g. it rained for 40 days and 40 nights, Moses was on the mountain 40 days and 40 nights, the Israelites wandered 40 years, Jesus fasted in the wilderness for 40 days and was seen on the earth for 40 days after His crucifixion.

A 40-something time period, whether days, months, or years is ALWAYS a period of testing, trial, probation, or chastisement (but not judgment) and ends with a period of restoration, revival or renewal.

Thankfully, God is consistent, so the meaning of a number in Genesis remains the same all the way to the book of Revelation. Sometimes the spiritual significance is not revealed directly, but in the case of "40" and its many examples throughout the Bible, we can be certain of its importance and significance." (http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_significance_does_the_number_40_have_in_the_Bible)

Ok, if this is true this "40" number certainly has a deep meaning for you and I. What we intend to do throughout Lent really does line up with the meaning of the number 40. We are on a journey of repentance, self-reflection, prayer, fasting and seeking the face of God. As we spend this time humbling ourselves it will most definitely be a time of testing and trial but as we shared at the Ash Wednesday service it will end with a time of restoration and revival.

A couple years ago when I was ending an extended time of fasting and I had this very clear revelation.

"Pay the price and I will see His Glory!"

Are you willing to pay the price? Are you willing to humble yourself and pray and seek His face in order to see God totally transform your life. As those ancient believer's did, we take these 40 days so that in the end we will be renewed by the presence of the Lord.

DAY 1 - Ash Wednesday

2010-02-17T06:43:00.001-08:00

So, today is Ash Wednesday. To be honest, this was always a confusing day to me. I would always wonder why the church would be so excited to celebrate a day that hailed as its mascot a bowl of ashes. Only over the last few years have I come to love and appreciate this day and the season it starts.
Ash Wednesday is a day to reflect, repent and to truly be sorrowful for our sinful condition. And really throughout the rest of Lent, this is and should be our main focus. Taking this time to really step to the side and reflect on the condition of our lives and know that without the intervention of Christ, we would be in one heap of trouble. But, that's the beauty of Ash Wednesday and Lent. It's actually a celebration of weakness! A celebration based on the fact that we don't have the power in ourselves to overcome, but we know the source of such power. That all our focus is to prepare ourselves over these next few days to rejoice in our resurrected savior Jesus Christ.

2 Corinthians 12:9-10
^"9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. ¹⁰That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."

The fact that we can brag about being weak is awesome to me. It is through our weaknesses that Christ is illuminated and made known to the world around us. So, as we celebrate our weaknesses this Lenten season we do so only because it is through the provision of Christ that we can go forward.

Today is a day for repentance and self-reflection. Make sure you take time today to take a knee or sit in your favorite chair, lift your eyes to heaven and truly pour your heart out to the Lord. Let that moment begin a journey for you for the next 40 days as we await the resurrected Christ.

Jesus is Hispanic

2009-11-15T13:02:00.001-08:00

I had a really neat experience this morning. I have preached in many different places and to many different kind of people. But, I had my first experience preaching to our Hispanic congregation this morning. I have done this while in Nicaragua on mission trips, but this was different. It was on my turf....at my church....in our youth worship area. As I stood in the back of the room while worshiping something began to occur to me. Jesus is Hispanic! I'm serious. I didn't understand the words to the songs, but the Holy Spirit was definitely present in what they were singing. With arms stretched out, somehow I could understand what they were saying! I Love You Lord! I mean in that moment I understood how multicultural Jesus is. He is Hispanic, Chinese, South African and believe it or not American! His language transcends any language or cultural barrier that man could ever build. As I was driving from my goodie run to Wal-Mart after church the thought hit me that we are more the same than we could ever think. We are brothers and sisters in the same kingdom, serving the same King. We are fighting side-by-side in the trenches for the same purpose. To see a generation of people come to a saving faith in Jesus Christ. I know this isn't mind-blowing in any shape or form, but for me today was a fresh revelation of God's Kingdom.

great quote

2009-08-20T07:02:00.001-07:00

"Once in seven years I burn all my sermons; for it is a shame if I cannot write better sermons now than I did seven years ago." -John Wesley

Your spiritual formation process

2009-01-08T12:01:00.001-08:00

This is like the easiest blog post of my life. I simply want you to answer the following for me. This is something I really need you to do as I am writing an article and need your feedback.

What does your spiritual formation process look like? What are the key strategic things in your process that keep you focused on God? Also, what are the roadblocks that sometimes get in the way of that process? Told you it was an easy question, but is it an easy answer?

Defining moments

2009-01-03T21:07:00.001-08:00

Isn't it funny what you tend to remember? I have some pretty cool memories that are serious and heart-felt that I will never forget, but...most of my favorite memories are off the charts unexpected. For instance....Behind my house as a child was a bridge that crossed over a small creek. I was so little I don't even remember when this happened, but I remember the event. I was on the bridge swinging on the railing when my feet slipped and I was holding onto the railing screaming for dear life. My mom heard me and bolted to my rescue. I remember playing in a championship game when there was 3 seconds on the clock and we were down by 2. My teammate tossed the ball in bounds to me at half court and I slung the ball only to hear the net swoosh. As my teammates were piling on top of me I looked across the court to see my dads huge work boots running across the court to congratulate me. A more recent memory took place only two years ago as I took a small group of students camping in North Georgia. We hiked to the highest point in GA and by the time we walked back down our bus was snowed in. We couldn't get down the mountain and had to be rescued by the local EMS.

These are only a few of the memories I have that were unexpected and yet define some of the best times of my life. These are the things we remember because they are exciting, unscripted and life defining at times. However, these are not the moments that developed me into the man I am today. I am who I am today because of the scripted moments of my life. You know....those things that I do day in and day out. These are the moments we tend to forget bc they are so normal and well, forgettable! Even thought that is the case, those moments are the ones that are most important.

As I think about the processes of life it is in the forgettable moments that we are defined. The day in and day out mundane acts that lull us to sleep actually are the real defining moments of our life. It is the tenacity of the man of God that pours over the word and passionately searches for the heart of God day in and day out that defines what that man will become. Yes, these moments are often mundane and even, dare I say, boring at times. I mean we don't see the waters parted or chariots from heaven every time we pray, but we pray so that our Father knows our voice. So that when we need the waters parted as life is caving in we are known by the Father. So, as your day comes and goes day after day and in retrospect your spiritual man is being neglected remember it is the day to day and makes the greatest difference.

Luke 9:23 tell us that if we are to be God followers we will deny ourselves and take up our crosses to follow him. Are you living out this truth in your daily life?

THABIT......

THE PROCESS

2008-12-27T10:20:00.001-08:00

You know, everything about life narrows down to a process! Think about it. What about these things:

The changing of the seasons
How a tree comes from an acorn
The food chain
A child learning how to walk
A baby forming in its mothers womb
Teaching a child to read
The life cycle
etc, etc, etc,

Everything in life comes down to a process. None of these are less miraculous than the other. Nonetheless....they are all subscribing to some type of process. Some have been around since the beginning of time and some are more modern. I mean whoever decided to dry a bean, roast it, grind it and pour hot water through it to create coffee is my best friend! There is a process that we often overlook. The process of a regenerated heart to a life of a mature believer. I believe most believers want to live a Godly and holy life, but its as if we know where we want to go, but aren't going to take the steps necessary to get there. So, it seems as if the most miraculous process is the one very few are willing to subscribe to...... I will be preaching this message in the morning at our traditional service and will be developing my thoughts on this over the next week. So, come in the morning and check back here in a few days as we develop this thought....

PG

Journal 11.11.08

2008-11-11T06:58:00.001-08:00

This is what I read this morning-

    Finally, my brothers, rejoice in the Lord! It is no trouble for me to write the same things to you again, and it is a safeguard for you. Watch our for those dogs, those men who do evil, those mutilators of the flesh. For it is we who are the circumcision, we who worship by the Spirit of God, who glory in Christ Jesus, and who put no confidence in the flesh-though I myself have reasons for such confidence.
    If anyone else thinks he has reasons to put confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the law, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting the church; as for legalistic righteousness, faultless.
    But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all thins. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ-the righteousness that comes from God ans is by faith. I want to know Christ and teh power of his resurrection and the fellowship of shariing in his sufferings, becoming like him in death, an so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.
     Not that i have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take holdof that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I don ot consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, i press on toward the goal to win the proze for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

                                                        -Philippians 3:1-14

Over the past several days I have been working my way through Galatians and the prison epistles. The heart of Paul is so clear especially as he speaks from his jail cell in Rome. Even in his condition we see him write in Philippians 1:14, "Because of my chains, most of the brothers in the Lord have been encouraged to speak the word of God more courageously and fearlessly." It was because of Paul's imprisonment that the believers were being encouraged. Later in chapter 2 he declares to us that, "it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him."(2.29) So, i guess as i read these words I am wondering where the suffering part comes in for me. I am aware of the fact that man Christians around the world today are suffering and dying for their faith and nothing in my life compares to that. I am pondering the thought that maybe we aren't putting ourselves in the position to suffer. I mean, honestly, how many American Christians really suffer for their faith. I don't even think this is an issue of living in a country where we have religious freedoms at all. I think it has more to do with where we position ourselves. If we aren't suffering for our faith then maybe we aren't being active enough in what Paul calls the "forceful gospel" (Matthew 11:12). Maybe I will develop this more and maybe I wont, but wanted to share this with you this morning.

What do you think about this? How much does freedom of religion play into the whole idea of suffering?....or should it? And if it shouldn't what's the deal in your opinion....

Journal 10.23

2008-10-23T11:16:00.001-07:00

I feel so overwhelmed today and not in the way you might think. I feel overwhelmed with the presence of God. Almost like I am in a haze or something. As per the urging of the Lord earlier in the week, I have probably prayed more and read more from the Word this week than I have in a long while. So, maybe its just a realization of well, reality. That God is not only the mastermind and creator of the universe, but he walks among us every day as well. I have asked Him for so much this week, so maybe its the Lord just giving me his calm assurance. Who knows, but what I do know is that the passion I have been praying for, the "IT", I have been missing has come back with force.

I love that word....force. It reminds me of one of my favorite passages.

Matthew 11:12
"From the days of John the Baptist until now, the kingdom of heaven has been forcefully advancing, and forceful men lay hold of it."

This verse brings up the kind of emotion I feel when Mel Gibson yells out "freedom" at the end of Braveheart. A sort of barbaric spirit that should arise out of the soul of every believer. That we are most definately not on the defensive end of God's strategy. In fact he has placed us right in harms way. yea, that's right....on the front lines. Not because he wants us to fail, but bc he put the ability in us all to be warriors and victors. Could you imagine what could happen if all believers began to carry the cross like William Wallace carried his slain wife's hankerchief? He held it close to his heart and would die to protect it. Heck yea, I just blew that off the top of my head. But, how about it? Would we, could we live with such reckless abandon? I believe the first century Christians can answer that one for us. As they were crucified, murdered and fed to lions instead of turning their backs on the one who gave them ultimate "Freedom."

So, as I just sit in this overwhelming presence of God I ask that He cloth me with such passion. That if needs be I would lead the charge.

PG

Journal 10.21

2008-10-21T07:07:00.001-07:00

As I laid in bed last night an overwhelming feeling came upon me. That something imminent was on its way from the Lord. So, I told Becky and we decided to fast today so to be in position to accept this Word from the Lord. I don't know what to expect, but I am expecting. Shouldn't that be out attitude everyday as we roll out of the bed. To Expect! We live these civil religious lives that are pretty much predictable. But, we serve a supernatural God who is anything but predictable. Anyways....

I had a great prayer time this morning. Through that time something fell on my Spirit hard. I have allowed time, experiences, denominationalism and church to literally extinguish the fire of God in my Spirit. The Spirit of God that was made alive in me has at best played a dormant role for years. And I am not talking about the polite understanding of the Spirits role in the life of a believer. And there is a place for this because the Spirit is a total gentleman. I am speaking of the violent shaking of a man's spirit that leads to a powerful display of God's supernatural hand. Some people probably think I am nuts. Good! I think it is about time that we start living out the dangerous gospel that Christ came and established on Earth. This modern domesticated Gospel that man has created really gets on my last nerve. We are living in times when the power of the Holy Spirit through the life of the believer and church is needed more than ever, but we see that as being a little to over-bearing on those who don't understand. I don't know about you, but there was a time when I didn't understand, but through that same life transforming power of God I came to understand. You may think I am nuts and I really don't care if you agree, but that was so heavy on my mind this morning.

Acts 1:8 "And you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."

Some people dismiss this passage because is sounds to much like what those Pentecostals teach. This has nothing to do with denomination beliefs and has everything to do with the power of our influence. You want to influence the nations? Then you have to be living in the power of the Holy Spirit. The disciples knew this and did it. They went to all the known world and kicked the hell out of hell because they believed it so much.

Father I pray today that you renew the spiritual passion that I once had. Increase my desire to know you and to be known by you. Open my eyes to the Scriptures like never before and use me to increase your kingdom-Amen

The Rant of a Raging Lunatic

2008-09-05T20:26:00.000-07:00

Yea, well atleast that's what they thought. Who is they, you say? God's people, the chosen ones of Israel and the apple of God's eye....that's who. So who is this raging lunatic and what was he ranting about?

It is the prophet Jeremiah and he pretty much beat God's people to death with the words he spoke. Here's the catch: God set him apart from before birth to do these things(Jer. 1:5). How would you feel if your life's calling was to fuss and complain at the church day-in and day-out. And I'm not talking about the disgruntled old dude who hates the color of the new carpet. I mean a constant word from the Lord that lashed the Israelites as if they were tied to a whipping pole.

Read the first couple chapters of Jeremiah to get an idea of what I am talking about.

Let me make a couple of major points.
1. God was terribly upset and angry at his people
Why? Because they had forsaken their first love. Take the time to read Jeremiah 1-2 just for a glimpse. God pronounces His judgment on them for three things: for forsaking Him, worshipping other gods, and worshipping the works of their hands. Here's the key, they had forsaken God simply so they could worship themselves and the things that were more convenient to them.
2. He sent Jeremiah as the Lone Ranger to set them straight
Why? Who knows why he chose Jeremiah. He became known as the weeping prophet bc all he brought was bad news. The majority of what he spoke to the Israelites was what they were doing against God and what God was going to do to straighten them out.

This is going to be longer than expected so I will probably stretch it out to another post. But, for the meantime here's a question.

Why would God chase after the Israelites after the way they treated Him? I mean, He is God and He doesn't need these people to validate who He is. If someone treated us that way we would disown them at best. Chew on that one for a while and I will add to this later.....

Before I cut this off let me tell you why I chose to write about this. Jeremiah 2:25 says this,

25 Do not run until your feet are bare
and your throat is dry.
But you said, 'It's no use!
I love foreign gods,
and I must go after them.'

When I came across this verse it truly disturbed me.......'I love foreign gods, and I must go after them.'

But more disturbing is the fact that most of us live this as our creed. No, not posted on our walls, but on our hearts......

If somehow we could rekindle a passionate pursuit of God. My hearts cry is to lead people to discover how wonderful it is to follow closely after the heart of God. Let that be your prayer today....

Share this message today and you will be called a raging lunatic. I mean we overdo this Jesus thing, right? Jesus really doesen't care about my day to day does He? I will save that for later.....

Be a Passionate Pursuer of God......

Wrong Place-Wrong Time

2008-09-02T17:25:00.000-07:00

Have you ever truly been surprised by God? Yea, I have to. I can admit it has been a while, not bc God has been chillin' on a beach somewhere, but more bc I haven't even been in the same ballbark as Him lately. I have been in one of those places where I feel as if the rinse cycle has to be right around the corner. Those who know me are aware of my recent illness, but that is only part of the deal. I have been in this funky-funk-funk where all things are as if the camera is out of focus. Thanks to all of you guys who have been right in my face letting me know you are praying for and supporting me. One of those guys, JKL.....you know who you are recommended a good book for me a couple weeks ago. That book is Wild Goose Chase by Mark Batterson. Well, I went to get it, probably to sit on my shelf with all of those other lonely never read books. While there I saw Batterson's first book, In A Pit With A Lion On A Snowy Day and picked it up to. Well, I decided to read this one first, besides I would much rather read about a lion than a goose. Only makes sense right? This book has slapped me right in the face and has helped me put my life on auto-focus. Ok, catch this....

"Right at the onset, let me share one of my core convictions: God is in the business of strategically positioning us in the right place at the right time. A sense of destiny is our birthright as followers of Christ. God is awfull good at getting us where He wants us to go. But here's the catch: THE RIGHT PLACE OFTEN SEEMS LIKE THE WRONG PLACE, AND THE RIGHT TIME OFTEN SEEMS LIKE THE WRONG TIME." -Mark Batterson, pg. 12

Well, I need to say no more. Often we find ourselves in a place that is uncomfortable and with a sense of "Why God??!!" Maybe we just need to hang on for the ride and be surprised where we come to a screaching halt! And yes, I do feel like i am at the wrong place at the wrong time, but maybe, just maybe I am right where my Father wants me to be. How about you?

JRHI Bigstuf Day 4

2008-06-10T09:59:00.000-07:00

Again day 4 comes around with mixed emotions. Another day of camp is in front of us but we know it is the last day. The morning session was beyond belief. The Daraja Childrens Choir sang and led in worshp. These children just arrived in the states and will be at Bigstuf each week. Durnig the other times they will travel to churches spreading the Gospel with their voices. They will be at CFUMC on June 26th and you don't want to miss it. These children have such joy and the smiles on their faces are without compare.

The afternoon found us all on the beach for the 4th annual Solid Rock sandcastle building contest. We had about 10 groups put a lot of time in each of their sculptures but only one came out victorious. These are the winners in 08: Ginna Blair, Kate Marshall, Kaitlin Redford, Brooke Worsham and Lauren Venters. We all had a great time hanging out together not to mention them trying to drown me on multiple occasions. Anyone want to remind me why I do this? No, just kidding. We all then spread out and ate at local restaurants in the evening.

The evening session was eye opening for all of us I believe. Jarod simply told the great story of God's love for us by animating the Bible from Genesis to the Cross. We were all touched by the greatest story ever told. There were 8 students from our group that laid their live at the cross for the first time. Many others expressed later in our church group time that they feel their faith is at a place that it never has been before. I challenge you as parents, leaders and peers to pray for everyone who was touched by Bigstuf this year to continue with what the Lord has started.

Ok, well I am on the charter bus on the way home as I write this and the wifi wont let me upload pics. So, I will add some to this post later....

JRHI Bigstuf Day 3

2008-06-09T06:51:00.000-07:00

I just now uploaded our day 2 post and it is the morning of day 4. Man, we have been so busy that I have literally had no time to tune you guys in. So, I am frantically typing before the morning session so you will know what is happening. I am very tired this morning as your little angels were tossing shaving cream at each other around 1 am last night. It looked like we were having a white Christmas in June in PC......

I have to say that last nights session has been the most impactful yet. The entire night was centered on the idea of pain. Yea, I know that sounds a little off the beaten path for youth camp, but was right on for what our students needed. Since our theme is Broadcast it ended up on whether the pain we go through is broadcast through a mirror or a window. Do we look only at ourselves when we go through pain. Are we center stage? Do we want everyone to pity us and soak up all the attention. Or, do we broadcast through a window? Do we allow our pain to be transparent so that God will get the glory?

During our church group time after the big session so many shared pain that they

have been kept bottled up for a long time. It was such a touching moment as students who had not been friends loved on each other and we cared for those among us who were hurting. Bigstuf is turning out again to touch lives and change the course of our lives. Please encourage your son/daughter to share with you what God did in their lives this week.

McKinley Shunn was on stage tonight sharing her story of struggle and how God has worked through her pain to be glorified.

God bless and will let you know what happens on this eventful 4th day.

Thanks to Katie Brewer for being the most awesomest intern ever! And that she turned Chris down for a date!!!!!!!!!!

SRHI Bigstuf Day 5

2008-06-07T09:18:00.000-07:00

Well, Senior High Bigstuf is over and everyone is home safe and sound. It was a great week and everyone have a wonderful time. Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts as we were away.........Time to start another week, Junior High this time.....

WHAT WAS I THINKIN????!!!!!!!!

Please pray for this upcoming week and I will keep you posted.

p.s. Will add group photo after lunch....lol

PG

SRHI Bigstuf Day 4

2008-06-05T15:37:00.000-07:00

Day 4 is always filled with mixed emotions. First of all everyone is totally cranked up especially when worship time comes. The night worship went until almost 11 pm. The cool thing is that no one seemed to mind. Hearts were drawn close to the Father and many lives were revived and renewed. Secondly, the day is kind of sad as everyone knows that we will be going home soon. Through it all this has been a great week where many memories were made and friendships started.

Here is another quick note from one of our students:

When I came to Big Stuf this year, I was not prepared to have such an impactful time. I thought it would be fun, but I would ultimately just witness other people finding God. But the last night really spoke to me. The worship was amazing and I felt like my faith was quenched with the awesomeness of God smiling on me, and touching my heart. The feeling of Jesus all around me, holding me, making me safe, is basically indescribable, and worshipping Him is just as great. I hope you feel Christ in your heart like I did tonight. God is great, and a quote that stands out in my mind now is “God doesn’t blink”. Just some thoughts.
-Carter Owens

Day four comes to an end and many lives have been changed. Have you allowed God to do a new work in you this week. We should never go a day without experiencing God in a few and fresh way. So, seek him and know him as you never have before.

PG

SRHI Bigstuf Day 3

2008-06-03T23:07:00.000-07:00

Thanks guys for tuning in and checking out what’s happening down here in PC. Everyone is having a blast and having a great time. Thought I would let some students shout out to you....

SUP everybody?? Everybody knows that we hear how awesome Bigstuf is. This is an actual person telling you that it is AWESOME. In all honesty, This is one of the best years that we have had. We started off today by the normal “breakfast shifts”, but i thought that this morning would be a slightly deeper session (with Jared) and he would recap on what Stuart had taught us and brought to our attention. I was WRONG! Jared as you know has one of the best ‘down-to-earth’ ways to put it his message in the lingo that is easy for for us to gather the concept. We have had a rough time coming to terms with our errors in which we go through our day to day life. Don’t get me wrong, when i say that, it actually a good thing. Many people think that when they lie, it might be okay, or ‘alright if i tell them the truth later’ attitude. Without trying to ruin it for you because this is an experience that you have to have first hand, Bigstuf is so AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!:) You will honestly have

a motivation to be a better person within forty-eight hours of being here. For those that are just coming only to chill at tha beach, I strongly encourage you to reconsider why you are coming. God is Amazing. He gave you life. He lets you live from day to day. So Live Loud, Live Clear, and Live True.

-Michael Venters

Tonight's session was so amazing. There was no speaker, no great visual effects only stories. Stories of students from Bigstuf who have encountered unspeakable painful experiences and have seen God’s glory through it all. Through these stories many of our own students and leaders found themselves confronted with the fact that pain is a regular part of our lives. I do believe that much healing began in many lives tonight.

So, there you go.....day 3

PG

SRHI Bigstuf Day 2

2008-06-03T10:55:00.000-07:00

So Day 2 ended up being an eventful day

Of course Solid Rock is taking over Bigstuf 08. During the morning session Lindsey Horton ended up on stage playing simon says in front of 1500 people. She came in third place which came without a prize......huh...... Anyway, the session was great. Stuart Hall challenged us to do some heart editing. That it doesn't matter what you change on the outside until you clean out the inside of your heart......right on! Check out Matthew 23:26-28. So, what beats in your heart?

The afternoon was spent on the beach, soaking up the rays. Ok, so I was out on the sandbar with some guys and we saw a stingray. That was pretty cool, but when five more showed up I took off. They say that when you see a bear it's not important that you are the fastest runner in the crowd, just don't be v the slowest. So, I sacrificed one of our own for my benefit. Well, not really, but I definately wasn't the last out of the water. And we won our first round in the volleyball tourney. It was the easiest game ever as the other team didn't show.

At the beginning of the night session a star was born. They have been playing an inhouse version of "Don't forget the lyrics." So our very own Caroline Batch was picked bc some of her roomies dressed up and made a scene in order to be noticed. Like I said, Solid Rock is owning Bigstuf 08. Ok, so she makes it to the third round and draws out Michael Jacksons-Thriller. Are you kidding me! Yea it's like Caroline sits around and listens to MJ all day long. Well she won some prizes and that was cool. This session we talked about truth and how important it is to speak truth. Decide to speak the truth-anything else keeps you from broadcasting your intended message!

Ok, well that was day 2.....see you in the morn!

Funny sleeping video

2008-03-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

The Creative Gospel

2008-03-15T11:37:00.000-07:00

Kingdom Pic #3

2008-02-29T07:20:00.000-08:00

Well over that past week I have been working at the Mart in Atlanta helping my mother in law move her showroom. Over those days I ran into these two working on the docks. This is Cynthia and Lamar.... As I ran into these two and many more like them I was reminded of something.

"There is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus."

-Galatians 3:2

So many times we walk through this world with only one concern...ME! There are so many good people all around us who have a story to share, a need that needs to be met, or even just a simple smile. Yea, I work in the church and so many times I get trapped behind the four walls. Let none of us get to a place that life is just about us...whether the "us" is the church or ourselves. We are all one in Christ!

By the way Cynthia and Lamar probably thought I was a little crazy...but the both have a love for the Lord as I do. And that, I would have not known if I hadn't stopped to visit with these two...my brother and sister in christ, just for a moment.

Kingdom Pic #2

2008-02-26T12:49:00.000-08:00

Matthew 19:13-14

13 Then little children were brought to Jesus for him to place his hands on them and pray for them. But the disciples rebuked those who brought them.
14 Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."

For some reason I remember this little girl more than all the others during my recent trip to Nicaragua. Maybe its the innocence in her eyes or maybe she just reminded me of my own little princess back at home. Children are such a reminder of the central message that Jesus preached....children! Whether it was literal children or the fact that we are to come to him with a childlike faith, he often uttered the word..."child." So, for today act childish....and you will see God smiling down on you too!

Kingdom Pic #1

2008-02-24T11:37:00.000-08:00

I am going to start a series around the kingdom as I experience it everyday. The Kingdom of God is all around us, but we fail to see it or experience it bc we are so wrapped up in ourselves.

So here we are at Kingdom Pic #1

My first pics will probably be from my recent trip to Nicaragua. This one speaks loudly about the heart of the kingdom. I was standing on the edge of a soccer field where some of our guys were playing the locals in a pick-up game. The field was ligned with trash and many of the locals came out to view the Americanos attempt to play soccer. In the midst of the dirty roads, the sub-standard living conditions and poverty this rainbow appeared. In that moment I fealt the presence of God on tha soccer field. I forgot about the trash, heat and my desire for a Md's quarter pounder. I saw the wonder of God filling this valley on his children both Nicaraguan and American. Just a few moments later another rainbow appeared beside the first....just a confirmation of God's covenant to us....his people.

"Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth."
-Genesis 9:16

chill out

2008-02-17T07:41:00.000-08:00

Well, I am sitting in the ski lodge way up here in WV while all of my kids are freezing their tails off on the slopes. You may think I feel guilty for that, but you would be so totally wrong. It actually is medicinal for me to sit here sipping my Nicaraguan coffee with a good book. It has reminded me of how very seldom I slow down enough to enjoy life. I say that I do, and yea am successful at times, but most of the time am a great failure at recharging the batteries. Ministry is tough, but so is teaching school, being a banker, a stay at home mom and yea even those serving you at McD's. Life is so busy for practically all who are striving to make this thing call life better and we all should take time to slow down just a bit. I have found this weekend more rest for my soul than I have in a long time. You got it, I am in WV with 64 students and leaders and yet I have found quietness for my body, spirit and mind. It really isn't a difficult thing to do, but until we are forced into a place where we have to slow down, generally we don't. You see, we are stuck in nowheresville, WV and I don't have a choice but to chill. I mean, I don't desire a broken skull, so I don't ski. So my options are limited to watching all day or chillin' out by the fire with my java (while my friend JJ is working his butt off in C-town). Anyway.......s....l........o.............w................d....................o.....................w........................n. Enjoy your kids, your wife, a good book or even an unexpected snooze in the lazy boy as often and frequently as you can.

Enough Said

2008-02-06T06:43:00.000-08:00

Pay the Price and You Will See My Glory

2008-01-22T11:48:00.001-08:00

I can remember almost a year ago receiving this word from the Lord. It wasn't a thunderous voice banging out of the clouds, but the weight of these words have given me many restless nights. Since I first heard these words my life has been turned upside down. I know now that it is because the enemy knows the impending results if I will just heed this message. You know, all of us want to see God's glory. We want to see him work in our lives and in the world in miraculous and awesome ways. What we have a hard time with is "Paying the Price."

And, what does that exactly mean anyway?

Luke 9:23 tell us, "Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me."

This doesn't mean to hang that pretty golden cross your grandmother gave you around your neck as your heading out the door either. The cross we are to tote around is heavy and cumbersome. It is not easy to carry and many will wonder why you even try because the weight is so heavy.

You see, the cost is tied up in walking the path of a true disciple. Not one of the panzy wamzy guys who walks around with a spit shined head who has a plastic smile and soft handshake. I mean a disciple who will crawl through the ditches in God's kingdom in search for a nugget that has fallen from the master's table. One who will rise early and go to bed late in order to dine with the Father. A man who knows that he serves an awesome king in a now kingdom and the fate of many outside the kingdom walls depends on him.

The first way we pay the price is simply walking out a journey of true discipleship. Walking with Christ everyday as if it were the last. Taking every opportunity to know him, serve him and point others to him.

In what ways do you think we are faithful/unfaithful as disciples. Your story may be the encouragement that someone else may need.

A Dangerous Gospel

2008-01-17T08:20:00.000-08:00

I don't know what this will end up being, probably because I am mad. I mean real mad at the moment. Have you ever been that way? You see something that just really chaps you "lips" and you just can't get over it. Anyway, there's really nothing wrong with anger as long as it doesn't lead to sin. Jesus himself even got angry when people disrespected the house of God. I mean he tore the place up, turning over tables and physically beating men with a whip. You know, that's how I feel today!

I'm not angry at the water problems in Kenya, the homelessness in Atlanta or even that I had to spend $130 on my "stray" cat yesterday. Even though all of these bother me, they are not the cause for my unsettled spirit this morning.

I AM ANGRY AT THE CHURCH!!!!!!!!

I am angry because we operate without vision and passion. We suppose that the Gospel is safe and that our environments are supposed to follow suit. We are a safe place for safe people and any compromise to that plan sends us into survival mode. We supply children with coloring pages, youth with ski trips, college kids a covered dish, and adults get the very best part....meaningless worship and shallow messages. I dont' know why this is bothering me more today than yesterday, but it is. Maybe it's because of the study I have been doing every morning about the Kingdom of Heaven.

Matthew 11:12 says that "From the days of John the Baptist until now, the kingdom of heaven has been forcefully advancing..."

The kingdom of heaven is a force to be reckoned with and it is advancing throughout human history. But we find ourselves like those teacher of the law in Jesus' day. He said to them in Matthew 15 "You hypocrites! Isaiah was right when he prophesied about you: These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. They worship in vain; their teachings are but rules taught by men."

I am just weary of working the harvest fields for church membership and another prospective tither. Jesus would have us havest souls and not numbers then he would actually have us walk with them on a discipleshp process that finds them victorious in their faith. But, that's a little to dangerous you see. That kind of radical Christianity calls us to stick out a little to much. It makes us appear as if our faith is more important than who wins the ballgame on Friday night.

This kind of barbaric faith resulted in the death of Jesus and all of his disciples.

WHAT HAS IT COST YOU?

Matthew 5:10-16, 8:18-22, 9:35-38, 19:16-26

PG

Emptiness

2008-01-02T11:33:00.000-08:00

Have you ever fealt empty? I mean that feeling that you can stare into a haze for hours only to come to the reality that you haven't even had a thought for hours. This is a lonely and very depressing place to be. I mean for me.... I have been in one of those funks where the previously stated condition is my life. I wake up and I go to sleep in a haze. I have never fealt this way before and it has taken it's toll on me. You know it's hard when your in the middle of a "crisis" the step back and really observe yourself. I don't think we do that enough when things are normal, much less when we are totally upside down. I actually have taken a few moments over the past couple of days to look deep inside of myself and try and discover the cause of this gaping hole. I have come to discover something. We are all designed with many purposes in life, but one main one. That is to love, adore, worship, exhalt, magnify, and glorify our creator God who loves me no matter how much I love Him. Yea, I know that sounds cliche, but for me it is like a flickering candle in the midst of my darkness. My life for sometime has been void of this light that has been my very passion. How does one get to such a place can be complicated, but returning to the heart of God is as simple as opening the front door of your house allowing your best friend to enter in. Confession is good for the soul and it has freed me today. Lord, forgive me for my failings and increase my faith to trust, love and worship you with an increased passion.